Fags in Superhero Costumes

Same Shit,

2010-01-21T08:29:00.001-08:00

Different day.

2010-01-14T06:24:00.000-08:00

I'm in trouble
I'm an addict
I'm addicted to this boy
He's got my heart tied in a knot
And my stomach in a whirl

But even worse
I can't stop BBM-ing him
He's all I want and more
I mean damn
What's not to adore?

I've been watching too much gigs
I've been listening to jazz
I PINGed so many times
I swear he's going mad
And that Blackberry will be the death of us
I swear, I swear

I'm running my mouth
Just like I got him
But I surely don't

Because he's so rock 'n roll
And out of my league
Is he out of my league?
Let's hope not

I'm in trouble
I'm so cliché
See that word just wears me out
Makes me feel like just another girl
To laugh and joke about

DEAD IN BLOGGER, LEAVING SOON? MAYBE, MAYBE NOT.

2009-06-19T05:36:00.000-07:00

Sigh.

Free Bird

2009-05-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

School finally had the last of me. I graduated from hell school. Only thing to do now is lose 10 kg and wait for my National Exams result. Hope everything will be alright. Not looking forward to university. Not looking forward to anything. Just a free bird. Roaming, longing for nothing... for everything.

2009-05-23T22:14:00.000-07:00

LOL

New Shoes

2009-05-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

Rabbit ears with my new silver Winklepickers :)

Haro! Haro!

2009-05-08T05:23:00.000-07:00

So I went to Mall of Indonesia yeah? And I found this toy store yeah? It turns out to be a collector's toy store which is fucking awesome because I collect toys and when I was looking around, I found this baby and I fell in love with it. It's a Haro from Gundam Seed. I've always had this certain love for Haro's and this one is fucking huge as well compared to my other Haros so here it is, my new green Haro.

I'M RIDING A UNICORN OMAGAHHHHHHHH

2009-05-07T02:27:00.001-07:00

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Sudden Misery

2009-05-05T02:03:00.001-07:00

Looking back at my old posts,

2009-05-04T01:08:00.001-07:00

I just realized I've been through shit. I mean, shit fuck shit. Not shit shit. It's like elephant shit but much much more fucked up.

Let's Take A Moment

2009-04-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

And enjoy the simple things of life.

**Moment of silence**

Now back to the more unsimple things in life. For example, school, relationships, and BODY WEIGHT.

I want to play with guns and growl like a man and drive satanic fast.

2009-04-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

Like these girls:

2009-04-14T19:53:00.001-07:00

How does the obliging knight plate the miraculous quantum?

2009-04-05T08:46:00.001-07:00

I like the thought of gambling with life,

and how death is one of the price you get.

I like the thought of cheating death,

and how the idea of life suddenly becomes more interesting.

I like the thought of the living dead,

and how the deadly living exists aswell.

I like the thought of death,

and how I like the thought of life.

Life is a game, death is a morbid adventure.

Hiatus

2009-03-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

Exams are on the way, university applications going nowhere.

Might as well get drugged and die of overdose.

I Hate the Fact That

2009-03-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

1. Vino uses the MCR Black Parade Jacket to a motherfucking COLDPLAY concert, thinking that it looks like their new look (He doesn't even use it on the MCR concert, hish)

2. All of the people I know gets to see Vino

3. People still think that Coldplay is a good band

4. Vino is in Singapore

5. I have a chance to go to Singapore because it's the fucking holidays, instead I'm stuck here in fucking Jakarta doing extra lessons for the exams.

6. I'm not enjoying life at all

7. I just realised that I'm a total failure and deserve to be burned alive

2009-03-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

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I like this

2009-02-28T20:53:00.000-08:00

You'll be free, child

Once you have died

I Have to Update This Blog.

2009-02-28T09:23:00.000-08:00

Blog Post no. 49

2009-02-26T02:43:00.001-08:00

What if you wake up in the morning and suddenly you find out that your genitals switched places with your nose?

Blog Post no. 48

2009-02-26T02:42:00.001-08:00

How will a rain explode the concentrated mouse?

I Smell Pancreas

2009-02-25T05:19:00.001-08:00

Alula is the Unicorn Princess

Alula will defeat the blood-sucking murdering Economics teacher: Tantisaurus

She is evil and must be banished

With the power of the Awesome UV (Unicorn Vagina) Light, Alula will defeat Tantisaurus and save the town of IPS from corruption and grief

Tantisaurus must die

Alula is a friend of the Unicorns

So I Caught the Red-Eye Disease

2009-02-22T06:36:00.000-08:00

aka Penyakit Mata Merah

Muka tampak melankolis.

lolomgwtfbbqpersonalityquizroflcopter.

2009-02-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(Y)

2009-02-11T21:20:00.001-08:00

I am smarter than 99.07% of the rest of the world.
Fun Quiz

Blog Post no. 42

2009-02-08T03:10:00.000-08:00

IA IA CTHULHU FHTAGN!

Y2K9

2009-02-06T05:03:00.001-08:00

I can't wait to die

Monotone Girl Is Now jealous Girl

2009-01-15T03:10:00.000-08:00

Bromance (Male Friends):

Not good.

Romance (Girlfriend):

Good.

Photos courtesy of Google <3

:'(

2009-01-11T09:59:00.000-08:00

Let me count the ways how I love you
It's like that gentle wind you feel at dawn
It's like that first sun that hits the dew
It's like that cloud with a gold lining telling us softly
That it'll be a good day, a good day for us
Thank you, thank you, thank you

Let me count the ways how I miss you
It's like that oak tree in my childhood garden
It's like that first summer I spent in Egypt
It's like that warm evening you read to me
Both knowing deeply
That it's a good time, a good time for us
Thank you, thank you, thank you

Let me count the ways how I see you
It's like that lake in the mountain you heard about
It's like that autumn sky that stays so blue
It's like that air around me that holds me gently
Whispering strongly that you're always there, always for me
Thank you, thank you, thank you

Instructions For Use During A Psychedelic Session - First Bardo

2009-01-06T05:20:00.000-08:00

O (name of voyager)
The time has come for you to seek new levels of reality.
Your ego and the (name) game are about to cease.
Your are about to be set face to face with the Clear Light
Your are about to experience it in its reality.
In the ego-free state, wherein all things are like the void and cloudless sky,
And the naked spotless intellect is like a transparent vacuum;
At this moment, know yourself and abide in that state.

O (name of voyager),
That which is called ego-death is coming to you.
Remember:
This is now the hour of death and rebirth;
Take advantage of this temporary death to obtain the perfect state -
Enlightenment.
Concentrate on the unity of all living beings.
Hold onto the Clear Light.
Use it to attain understanding and love.

If you cannot maintain the bliss of illumination and if you are slipping back
into contact with the external world,
Remember:
The hallucinations which you may now experience,
The visions and insights,
Will teach you much about yourself and the world.
The veil of routine perception will be torn from you eyes.
Remember the unity of all living things.
Remember the bliss of the Clear Light.
Let it guide you through the visions of this experience.
Let it guide you through your new life to come.
If you feel confused; call upon the memory of your friends and the power of
the person whom you most admire.

O (name),
Try to reach and keep the experience of the Clear Light.
Remember:
The light is the life energy.
The endless flame of life.
An ever-changing surging turmoil of color may engulf your vision.
This is the ceaseless transformation of energy.
The life process.
Do not fear it.
Surrender to it.
Join it.
It is part of you.
You are part of it.
Remember also:
Beyond the restless flowing electricity of life is the ultimate reality -
The Void.
Your own awareness, not formed into anything possessing form or color,
is naturally void.
The Final Reality.
The All Good.
The All Peaceful.
The Light.
The Radiance.
The movement is the fire of life from which we all come.
Join it.
It is part of you.
Beyond the light of life is the peaceful silence of the void.
The quiet bliss beyond all transformations.
The Buddha smile.
The Void is not nothingness.
The Void is beginning and end itself.
Unobstructed; shining, thrilling, blissful.
Diamond consciousness.
The All-Good Buddha.
Your own consciousness, not formed into anything,
No thought, no vision, no color, is void.
The intellect shining and blissful and silent -
This is the state of perfect enlightenment.
Your own consciousness, shining, void and inseparable from the great body
of radiance, has no birth, nor death.
It is the immutable light which the Tibetans call Buddha Amitabha,
The awareness of the formless beginning.
Knowing this is enough.
Recognize the voidness of your own consciousness to be Buddhahood.
Keep this recognition and you will maintain the state of the divine mind
of the Buddha.

2009-01-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

One thing you can't hide, is when you're crippled inside.

2009-01-04T18:06:00.001-08:00

Spread your love like a fever.

2009-01-04T01:47:00.000-08:00

Above us only sky.

2009-01-04T01:45:00.000-08:00

There's sadness written on every corner.

Fraud

2008-12-30T23:22:00.000-08:00

So I just watched Zeitgeist yeah? And on the first part is about Christianity yeah? And you know what? CHRISTIANITY IS PLAGIARISM. ALL OF THE STORIES IN THE BIBLE ARE TAKEN FROM ANCIENT EGYPTIAN MYTHS AND THE STORY OF JESUS IS MERELY ASTROLOGICAL AND HE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS BORN FROM A VIRGIN HAD 12 DISCIPLES DIED CRUCIFIED AND RESSURECTED. HAHAHA

So all I'm trying to say is: listen to John Lennon he will show you the way, not Jesus... Lennon.

Nouvelle Cheveux <- New Hair WTF.

2008-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

I'm still Monotone Girl.

I need to redraw the picture of me on top of my blog, since I changed my hair. Nothing much really, I just made the bangs dissapear.

Bang bang shoot 'em up shoot 'em up yeah.

2008-12-28T09:55:00.000-08:00

Life's been pretty monotone lately. Nothing interesting, nothing amusing.

The only color to my life is currently in Europe & UK, having fun.

Leaving poor little Monotone Girl alone.

"I'll just have to endure." - EC

Ooh La La

2008-12-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

I almost forgot I had a blog :S

Hello thepi0usatheist.blogspot.com

2008-12-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

Changed the blog URL, don't know why.

Was going for absynthe-minded.blogspot.com, but that made me sound like a cheesy absynthe addict poseur wannabe fagget.

thepi0usatheist.blogspot.com sounds more personal

Oh, hipsterrunoff made me say fggt

FGGT!

Ballet Heels

2008-11-20T05:08:00.000-08:00

... are incredibly bizarre and beautiful at the same time.

I think I have a some sort of ballet heels fetish or something.

I wish I can walk in those, or at least... walk in heels.

TENONET

2008-11-16T02:43:00.000-08:00

Fierce

GIMME FIERCE

Fierce

GIMME FIERCE

Fierce

ANTM Cycle 11

2008-11-03T04:07:00.000-08:00

Marjorie toujours tellement nerveux, pourtant I adore sa voie trop.

*Translator French :S

Puitis Mati

2008-10-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

Aku ingin mati saja

Hilang dari permukaan bumi

Hilang dari semua hal nyata

Hanya bisa berkelana

Tidak dilihat, hanya diingat

Tidak dicari, hanya dikenang

Aku ingin mati saja

Selesai sudah yang namanya keberatan

Selesai sudah semua problema

Yang ada hanyalah beban

Beban meninggalkan

Beban mengingat

Aku ingin mati saja

Aku ingin membuktikan

Apakah semua ini benar

Apakah semua yang aku bayangkan tentang kematian itu benar

Everything I Touch, I Break

2008-09-25T08:03:00.001-07:00

Like my bathroom for instance, fuck yeah.

I Confess

2008-09-25T06:50:00.001-07:00

I've been sticking fingers down my throat

You Know What I Think Mr. Unicorn?

2008-09-20T03:11:00.001-07:00

I think that having friends is useless and unnecessary and a big waste of time. I mean, it's a hot tranny mess (Christian Siriano ftw). Having best friends is way better. I'm sure you agree Mr. Unicorn. I mean, I've been having troubles with people all week and it's fucking frustrating it's disgusting it's annoying blargh. I. Just. Want. To. Be. ARGH I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. Even having a boyfriend is being a fucking burden, argh.

Thank god Monday's the last day of school until a 3-week break, I really need that break. Break from school, break from people, break from LIFE ITSELF. God, my life is a fucking hot tranny mess, and I'm not even a tranny. I haven't even encountered one, ha ha ha. Fuck this shit.

=boobookittyfuck , Marry Me With Your Artworks

2008-09-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

I think I'm in love, with this Australian in DeviantArt. He makes really cool artwork, I really want to add his MSN so we can talk... omgroflcopter I'm such a stalker :D

Twilight

2008-09-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

I just finished reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. You have no idea how exhilarating yet horrifying the book is. I will continue on reading the series over the weekend

Fasting Month

2008-09-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

As you know, I'm an atheist. Yet I still look for ways for myself to find solace and enlightenment. Which leaves me to one thing - fasting. It's fasting month for the Moslem people and I decided to fast too, to show my respect to them and to prove to myself that I can control anything about me.

So yeah... yeah.

About My Scar

2008-08-31T02:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

It has occurred to me that my DIY scarification attempt has failed. The scars made little marks. I will re-scar them later this week.

OH HAI!!!

2008-08-25T23:14:00.001-07:00

HELLO MR. UNICORN I'M BAAAACKKKKKKK

After a long break from my blogging world I am finally back to fill this empty blog ha ha.

You'll have to catch up with LOADS of things

1. My trip to LONDON!!!

2. School, eww

3. My addiction to body modification, scarification to be exact

4. THERE'S A SUPER AWESOME BLOG THAT MY FRIENDS MADE CALLED LAMPUSEN!

OPEN OPEN OPEN: HERE!

So yeah that's basically it. Cheers~~

It's Sad, Really

2008-06-02T19:52:00.000-07:00

My other blog is temporarily down due to a lack of feelings. It's just fucking sad.

Blargh, rampage mode: on.

Fucking Sceptic.

2008-05-24T03:29:00.001-07:00

I HATE YOU

Glory Glory

2008-05-22T08:15:00.001-07:00

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED!

KINGS OF EUROPE!

Di Balik Hari Esok

2008-05-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

Song by Ihcod Agedas

Lyrics by Mr. Dochi Sadega

matahari
jangan kau berpaling
biarkanlah terang kembali mengisi hariku
biarkan berhenti
dan putar kembali
tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
berhenti berdetak sampai kau disini
kembali

putar waktu kembali

kunyalakan tv dan kulihat kau di layar kaca
membawaku kembali pada waktu itu
ciuman pertama yang kau rasa
semua berlalu tanpa terasa
dapatkah semua kembali seperti sedia kala disaat semua biasa saja
membawamu kembali disampingku
membawaku pergi bersamamu

putar waktu kembali

aku disini inginkan canda dan tawa
teriak lepaskan beban terdalam

belum waktuku ini waktumu bersinar.

Ever So Sweet

2008-05-10T23:35:00.001-07:00

I miss you so good.

Why.

2008-05-05T08:15:00.001-07:00

Why do you always have to make things a big deal?

Why?

Why can't I have male friends?

Why do you think it's wrong to have male friends?

Why do you think that I'm PDKT-ing with my classmate?

He's my classmate for fuck's sake.

He's close to me as a friend, in fact... he's a good friend of mine.

He likes another girl for fuck's sake.

He knows I'm with you bitch, who doesn't?

Well, at least he's a better listener than you.

I hate you and your skepticism.

I hate you and your goddamned first impression of people.

I hate you and your words.

I hate you and your motherfucking fascist mind.

I hate you and your soccer team.

I hate you and your weird friends.

I hate you and your freak music, you're better off emo.

I hate you and your lack of UNDERSTANDING.

I hate you and your HIGH LEVEL OF EXPECTATIONS FROM ME.

I hate you and your OLD-FASHIONED BRAIN.

And most of all, I hate you.

I used to love you, but this time It's over.

The only good thing about yourself is your sister, she's really nice.

What? Now you want me to write in Indonesian? Because I know you hate it when I speak in English. Fucktardd.

Cupcakes Are Way Better Than Muffins

2008-05-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

Don't you just love cupcakes? They're way better than muffins. Muffins are dry and un-moist... Unlike cupcakes, moist and soft and OH! The icing, the icing, the icing.

EAT THAT MUFFIN MONSTER! HA!

MUFFIN MONSTER CAN GO TO THE CORNER OF THE ROOM AND CRY!

Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

2008-04-28T10:20:00.000-07:00

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed
"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled

In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled

In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

:'(

Why Oh Why Cruel World

2008-04-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

You might be interested to know that I am currently obsessed with these things:

Bad girl, bad girl

What'cha gonna do? What'cha gonna do when they come for you

: (

2008-04-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

Kalo bete, jangan ke gua ya. Ga enak tau.

I Dislike School.

2008-04-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

School sucks ass. I wish somebody would give me some matches and gasoline so I can burn the school. Yippie. This is how I look like in Sociology class.

(Notice the Goodnight Electric hoodie. Funny how what's playing on my iTunes is BMTH)

Global Jaya Goes... Green.

2008-04-21T23:03:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

Hurrah. I won the "Global Jaya Environmental Bag Design Contest". It's not much of a big deal though. Scratch that, it's not a big deal. Becaaaaauusseeeeeeeeeeee, the other kids that compete with me were only Year 7-ish kiddies. So yeah. Yeah.

Oh, we planted trees and 130981285094581904 ants came crawling up my feet. I feel guilty of killing them. I mean, they were biting me and all :'(

Sunday Evening, Rain Is Falling

2008-04-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

Hello Mr. Unicorn, it's me.

Today I went to the Parkir Timur @ JCC for the Green Festival. It was okay, I like how they make the entrance educative. We were carried into a "home" and there were toilets and beds and laptops and shit and there were these little information/tips cards everywhere. I like the one when it says "Everyday in the world 72000 tree are cut to make paper." I was like, phwooar.. that's a helluvalotta trees getting cut down. I'm glad i knew that little information, it's only a mere 13-word sentence but it sort of impacted me. I'm an artist so i draw almost everytime, and this 13-word sentence made me realize how important it is to save paper. Then we headed to divverent chambers and stuff it's kind of boring but you get the idea. Then when the exhibition is over, we head outside for the festival. There was nothing fun going on so we decided to go to my cousin's shop in Tebet instead, Nanonine to be exact. I bought 2 tee shirts, and a hoodie :)

I Met A Unicorn

2008-04-19T22:04:00.001-07:00

Me, Bimma the Unicorn and Danya (A good and wacky friend of mine, often called Mother)

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

I met a unicorn! I don't know if you are related to him in any way, but his name is Bimma and he lives in the Arthayasa Stables. My best friend Anna is the owner.

No Shit Brahh, No Shit.

2008-04-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. Unicorn,

An hour ago I found Oliver Sykes' Myspace page and I'm too scared to add him. It's not a hoax, it's not a fake profile.

NOOO SSHHHIIITTTTTTTTTTTT.

p.s. This entry makes the little girls in my school look like they know Oliver Sykes before I do. Well this is your 5 minutes of proud-face-dom girls. Only five, mkay?

The First Day of My Blogging Life

2008-04-19T00:36:00.000-07:00

Yes this is me, Alula. Today Mr. Unicorn, is my first day of my blogging life. I now it seems very late to make a blog now, since many things had passed without me recording it, but don't get me wrong, I have my Death Note which I now use to write stuff (I got bored of writing people's names in it and their cause of death. Waiting for someone to die only kills myself, bah.) So I guess I'll rewrite some of my DN entries here, just for the sake of it(haha)

Yesterday I found out something but I think it's a hoax, I don't know.

Oh well.

Bye Mr. Unicorn, we will converse again.